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Greg Universe ([personal profile] panspermia) wrote in [community profile] juice_factory2016-05-21 11:13 pm

Crystal Lite AU

In the years since the Crystal Gems were last seen, things have gotten... interesting, in the Universe family. Monsters don't stop attacking the temple simply because its inhabitants are gone, and dangerous artifacts don't stop threatening humanity. The last remaining remnant of the Crystal Gems is one little boy, without any proper magical guidance or teachers of his heritage to show the way. What he has left to him is a handful of abandoned relics to piece together hints, and the secondhand experience of his very ordinary, very overwhelmed father.

They get by. His powers are growing, slowly but steadily. With each new ally or ability they uncover, things get a little better. It's never easy, but it's not as hard. And they've always got each other to count on, no matter what. So long as they've got that, there's nothing in the universe that can stop them.... though it does try.
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[personal profile] oceantier 2016-05-22 05:31 pm (UTC)(link)
In thousands of years, there have been few punctuations in her life -- just long stretches of silence and stillness with nothing but the increasingly tangled brambles of her own thoughts.

There were three transitions that she can remember: One, on the warp pads, watching the stars wheel in the night sky. Two, drowned in a pool, the distortions of light and color occasionally wavering above. Three, thrust in a box away in the dark, able to see nothing at all. She had control over none of it, she could touch none of it. Her life was not hers to control, and in all possibility, it never would be again. With the Gems gone, with even the Crystal Gems gone . . . who was left to understand what she was?

And who would even care?

She fell into a half-sleep, wound into the unchanging isolation of her own mind, and let time fall away around her.

Until suddenly, the world is falling.

She feels the box jostle, felt the contents shift sharply . . . and then suddenly she's out in the air, nothing underneath her, freefalling towards the concrete below.

She would have screamed if she could, anticipating the shatter; this was it, this was the end. The surface of the mirror's glass flashes silver in a silent shriek.

But the end doesn't come. She's being held, pressed against someone's chest.

She's safe.

She barely hears what comes after that -- the two voices admiring her, talking about her fate. For some minutes she can only still feel that freefall, the stop . . . and mentally breathe a silent shudder of relief.

Maybe, she realizes to her own surprise, even after all this time, she still wants to live.

It's not such a bad realization.

She stares back at the faces of the man and the boy -- the humans who originally placed her into the box in the first place. They're looking at her now. Admiring her.

For one of the few times in thousands of years, she's being seen. It's another punctuation, another change.

She can't trust that it means anything.

But watching those eyes looking at her, mentally she reaches out a hand, touches it to the glass. Watches back.
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[personal profile] oceantier 2016-05-22 11:53 pm (UTC)(link)
She won't lie; it's nice to be talked to.

She knows she's not part of the conversation. Not really. The human called "Dad" is talking to himself, looking at her, buzzing away some of the hair that seems for some reason to perpetually grow on his face. He seems to like to talk, conversing away with her as though she can answer.

Sometimes she has to catch herself pretending she's answering back.

Catch herself from living a daydream.

In spite of the pleasure their voices bring, she's not sure yet about these humans. They seem happy and friendly and warm with each other, yes. They're so fervent in whatever they do, and they seem sincere. She's even come to appreciate the funny faces the smaller one seems to make to keep himself entertained during a longer trip; his giggle is infectious, and it sparks something in her she hasn't known in so long: The desire to share it and laugh back. She also can't deny that there's something to the fact that they haven't just stuffed her into a box again; they've given her space among them, where for the first time she's a part of life and movement.

But in spite of their warmth, their affection for each other . . . there's the not-so-small matter that the van is filled with bubbled gems.

If she'd still had a stomach, it would have twisted to a knot at the first sight of the inert gems, all floating contained in their glassy prisons. How could two humans keep so many? Did they understand what they were?

. . . Did they put them there?

Because of this, she keeps quiet, pretends to be nothing more than that they believe her to be. She waits for a sign -- some further answers to the puzzle.

Just because they're good to each other doesn't mean that they'll be good to her. She can't take the risk.

So she only listens as "Dad" talks to her, dutifully reflecting his features back to him. She watches.

She waits.
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[personal profile] oceantier 2016-05-23 04:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"Dad" and "Steven" were on some sort of journey. She could glean that they were concerned -- that something magical had cropped up some distance away. For some reason, they were making it their mission to go find it. She couldn't fathom the reasons for this -- why chase something when you could reasonably keep yourself safe? -- but in spite of her trepidation, she was along for the ride.

All seemed to be fine until the van suddenly made a POP! and veered, tilting at an angle. Thankful for the mesh pocket, she twists with it, trying very hard not to think about what happens if the entire vehicle tips over. Only at the last moment does she catch Steven darting out of the van, and "Dad" following him.

Where are they going? What are they doing? What are those sounds??

And then "Dad" flings open the doors to the van, searching, searching . . . until his eyes light on her.

Wait. Waitwaitwaitwaitwait.

He's grabbed her; he's taking her toward the nois-- WHAT IS THAT THING AND WHY IS HE POINTING HER AT--.

Light, blinding, searing hot, reflects off the glass, accompanied by a long-ago recorded shriek as the surface magnifies the laser and shoots it back towards the lizard-creature.

She's temporarily dazzled, only able to catch the sound of the creature's hissing getting louder. (Louder??) She only just manages to catch the shadow of its head waving between them all before it turns tail and skitters away.

Very nearly she reveals herself there -- expresses all the anxiety and terror of the last two minutes in all the pre-recorded screams in her memories. Nononono, she doesn't want this, doesn't want to be a weapon; what was that, why did it have a gem, why are these humans fighting--

And then, suddenly, it's out -- dozens of shrieks all sounding together, a mass of voices all braiding into one.
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[personal profile] oceantier 2016-05-23 05:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Quiet.

Quiet.


She has to be quiet, has to be calm; they've heard her, are hearing her. They know it's coming from her; "Dad" is turning her over in his hands, looking frantically at her. Quiet.

She wills herself to still, to silence. Even more strongly, there's a pang of longing for her own body -- to be able to wrap her own arms around herself, to shudder out the rest of her fear.

All she can do is quiet the voices -- though the surface of the mirror crackles sporadically in waves like static.
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[personal profile] oceantier 2016-05-23 06:56 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a measure of relief as Steven takes the mirror; "Dad's" hands are shaking enough that she's worried about being dropped. Steven seems to understand somehow, and she eases a little, soothed by the steadiness of his fingers.

She doesn't respond to the query. It's still dangerous, too dangerous. Maybe if she's quiet, they'll let it go. Forget. Something.

Her surface stills to silence, reflecting back only their querying faces.
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[personal profile] oceantier 2016-05-23 07:33 pm (UTC)(link)
Thank you.

That word resonates back in her mind, sets off echoes like the touch of a fingertip setting off ripples on a pool's surface.

Sorry.

How strange, these words . . . especially with the knowledge that this time, they're meant for her. She's being spoken to -- actually spoken to -- and what's more, this time with deference.

As though she's someone to matter. As though how she felt matters.

The ripples spread across her mind's surface, cross and crisscross into shadows.
Edited 2016-05-23 19:33 (UTC)
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[personal profile] oceantier 2016-05-24 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
She's been quiet. Playing her role: Just an object. Just a mirror.

But she can't help but enjoy the time with Steven as he chatters at her. He's just so . . . happy, it's infectious, and he's talking to her -- her, as though he believes she's someone who can understand. It's silent delight every time he settles, and she absorbs everything.

"Dad," though . . . he seems almost wary of her? Or stays away.

She's not sure she can blame him. And . . . in the end, it's better that way. Isn't it?

. . . Right?

So she's surprised when he talks to her then, out of the blue -- when he stops talking to the two gems he refers to like they're one and shifts his eyes to her in the shadows of the interior.

"Hey, what about you? You think he's holding up okay? I know he's putting on a brave face for me, but... he talks to you. What do you think?"

He's worried?

About Steven?

She's silent, uncertain -- not sure what to do. With his eyes on her like that, she finds she wants to answer--

But as she hesitates, trying to decide, she's taken too long; he's turning . . . she's missed her chance . . .

On impulse she brings it up: Steven laughing in the front seat over a joke he told two days ago. It seems to genuinely tickle him; he's happy, drunk on his own humor. Greg's hand comes briefly into the frame to ruffle his hair.

Uncertain, she repeats it, just in case.
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[personal profile] oceantier 2016-05-24 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
What's possessed her to answer him? She's only making trouble; she'll never be able to convince them that she's just a mirror after this. It's not even her business; they're not even her kind.

But . . . he liked it.

She helped him . . . in some small way. Even who she is, what she's become, she's touched something beyond herself.

She shimmers briefly, the Steven image fading, and she goes quiet, both in awe and uncertain.
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[personal profile] oceantier 2016-05-24 04:12 pm (UTC)(link)
There's a lot that she wants to ask in that moment, and a lot that she doesn't know how to say. What kind of person is he, really? Does he see her as a person now, or just an object -- a mirror? How much does he know about the past? How much has she missed in the present?

Could he help her?

Could she go home if he did?

The last two questions are like reawakening nerve cells pulsing with a sudden burst of electricity; they ignite and spread, sending an ache throbbing through her mind so rich and raw, it startles her in its ferocity.

She hasn't allowed herself to think that way for so long . . . but once ignited, it spreads like wildfire, and it's hard to turn off.

The image of stars chases over the mirror's surface -- the cosmos, vast. One star in particular stands out, constant against the shifting background.

I want to go home.
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[personal profile] oceantier 2016-05-24 07:53 pm (UTC)(link)
He . . . knows Homeworld. He really does have a connection to the Gems, then -- he and Steven. Something more than just glancing.

And . . . it worries him?

Again she repeats the cosmos and the star images in response to his question, zeroing in on the constant star. Yes, she misses it.

And again, the image of Steven laughing -- though this time shortened to the moment when Greg reaches out to touch his hair, Steven still beaming under his hand.

It's meant to signify this is home. But this is the first time she's tried to communicate with anyone beyond the very first days. Trying to convey what she means in mere images, especially something so abstract, is challenging -- and will likely become frustrating quickly.
Edited 2016-05-24 19:54 (UTC)
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[personal profile] oceantier 2016-05-25 03:53 pm (UTC)(link)
No -- nonono, that's not what she meant--

Wait.

Did he say Crystal Gem? That Steven is a Crystal Gem?

But.

How-- . . .

The assertion is enough to drive a wedge of fear into her gut. She's silent, absolutely still in his hands.

She keeps allowing herself to get lured -- lured by their warmth, by their occasional kindness, by her own loneliness.

But if they're with the Crystal Gems, they're dangerous. She's in enemy hands, and she's in danger of forgetting it.

She can't.

She just can't.
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[personal profile] oceantier 2016-05-25 07:14 pm (UTC)(link)
Silence from the mirror, and in spite of his words, she doesn't respond. She can't trust. Shouldn't trust.

This is the way it has to be.

In enemy hands, she has to protect herself. She may never go home.

She drowns in the fact and is silent.

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